Neil K

HaloWall

halowall test
halowall test

This all started when I saw a rainbow on the ground. It appeared after some workers had finished sandblasting there.

I researched this phenomenon and found out it was a "glass bead bow", a special kind of rainbow formed by glass microspheres. It's just like the rainbow you see in the sky, except it's more intense and at a tighter radius than a water rainbow. But because it seems to be embedded in a nearby surface, it's more obvious that the rainbow "follows" you around, and is centered exactly on your shadow's head. It looks just like a rainbow halo.

I thought this could definitely be a Thing we could bring to Burning Man. The Black Rock desert has intense sun, and I like the idea of art that uses the environment. But mainly because I just love colors and light and science and I don't care if it isn't art exactly. But, despite that, it ended up illuminating (ha ha) some surprising aspects of reality anyway... in many ways some disturbing ones.

And, deep down, I wanted to do "an art" because I was afraid of asking others to believe in my ideas.

Burning Man and dust, dust, dust

casey hammer
casey hammer

Right from the start great people jumped in to help. I started working with Casey Hutchinson (nnooiissee) to make this happen. Casey was attracted to constructing the thing, and I focused on all the R&D and planning. We got some fantastic support from the Ardent community, and built the whole thing at NIMBY.

On the face of it, this seems like a simple project, but there were a hundred details to get right. How to communicate to Burners what you were even supposed to do with it? Exactly how should it be oriented to maximize the sun? What about ensuring that people can't climb on it, while also making it sturdy enough? What medium should we use to hold the beads? And how do we protect that surface?

Some of my favorite moments were during build season. When I showed the first working prototype to Audrey, she exclaimed that it was going to freak people out. And then, when the first tall board was ready, another random person, working on her own art project, walked by and glanced at what I was doing. She almost tripped and fell over when she saw shimmering bands of color, like it was something physical in front of her.

Except, on playa, those lovely panels had to be placed behind plastic, which reduced the rainbow effect and attracted dust. I didn't plan adequately for that, and either Casey or I spent some time cleaning the damn thing every day. I'd also brought a solar lamp with me, but (a) it broke (b) it was nowhere near bright enough for nighttime viewings. On the whole, while a handful of people actually got what it was about, for the most part it was a bit disappointing. It was charitably described as "subtle", and in retrospect, it was never going to compete with giant metal sculptures that shoot fire. But those who saw it at the right times were delighted.

Decompression: victory!

halowall at decom
halowall at decom — Couple enjoying the wall, plus lots of friends in the background.

But then we knew how to make it work. We took this to SF Decompression, the post-Burning-Man event, in a slightly different form, with better results. Cubes and Eden joined the team for the SF Decompression run. I borrowed an extremely powerful light bulb and learned enough about things like ballasts to make a super-intense light that would appear to be a point source, just like the sun.

The day of Decompression was absolute madness as practically everything went wrong, but by the end of the day it worked... perfectly. People loved playing with it. The effect was as stunning as we'd hoped, and Eden made some graphics that guided people to use the wall in the right way. You can see some of this in the final videos in the photoset below.

An unintentional perception test

And yet there was something else a little bit disturbing. Some people were simply unable to see the effect. At least half of the people were bewildered, until the rainbow was pointed out to them, by us or by their friends.

The rainbow is not subtle. It's hard to capture in photos, but if you are a few inches away from the wall, it's overwhelming. We sat on the sidelines wondering what was wrong with people.

halowall and israeli kids
halowall and israeli kids — These Israeli kids demanded explanations of what was going on and why they couldn't see anyone else's rainbows. This is why you bring your art to Burning Man or Decompression. People don't politely look and move on, sometimes they run up to you and hug you and demand more.

You see, the weird and wonderful thing about these rainbows is that you can only see your own. (Another favorite moment: a bunch of hippie kids hugged me and demanded to know why they couldn't see their friends' rainbows.)

If you are even a few meters away, it looks like a bunch of crazed people are playing with their shadows. (If this thing had any artistic merit at all, that's the thing I was going for, by the way. That's why it's built so large, and with silhouettes already embedded in it - to emphasize that you have a unique perspective that no one else can know or share.)

My theory: the only people who "got it" were ready to perceive new things about the world. Photographers, artists, scientists, and the Decom volunteer community - they all got it. An engineer who brought his solar car to Decom didn't even believe me when I told him that half the Decom-goers couldn't see it. People who came to Decom for a party, to dance, to see and be seen, to wear clothing they could never wear elsewhere - they tended not to get it. If you asked them "and is there a giant shimmering rainbow in front of you?" they'd jump and say "Oh yes!" Somehow, I think, they carried their initial conclusion (featureless black wall) forward, and the very different stimulus they were now getting was just ignored, because they'd already concluded what it was.

It got to the point where I could easily predict who would get it. A couple of volunteer Decom staffers were sitting nearby in a golf cart squinting at this bizarre behavior, so I insisted that they get out and try it. I knew that, as longtime Burners and community-minded people, they'd be able to see it. One of them did, and when she got close she immediately started giggling, and returned back smiling to report what she'd seen.

I'm not sure what to do with this knowledge. It seems that we have a pretty good test to distinguish people who look at the world with slightly fresher eyes, who are alive to new and surprising experiences. This happens to be exactly the sort of person I like to have around me, so maybe I need to make a pocket version for all social situations.

Build diary

The photo set on Flickr tells more of the story, especially all the stages of building and testing.